I surrender....

I surrendered my soul to you
But I wish I could know you more
Confusion creates a fog in my mind
I think that its enough this time

You were my life, my joy & my soul
You rendered me love when I hoped to find no more
But is just love enough for life??
What about loyalty, respect & care..
People say being in love includes it all
My love though was just too far from it all

You said you will always be there
You said there wont be any dearth of care
Respecting my privacy you left me alone
At a time when I needed you the most
I wondered where was the love I surrendered
I just kept on thinking about promises that werent rendered

So where is the love that I always hoped to find
Where are the promises you always promised to fulfil
Is my surrender totally in vain?
Are my feelings gradually fading away with pain
Confusion creates a fog in my mind
I think that its enough this time

I hope with hope for things to turn out fine
I ask for a miracle to blossom in my life
Miracles I know dont exist in these times
There's nothing to actually set our lives in chime
And thus my surrender goes in vain
And thus my feelings fade away in pain

But still your love calls out from far
And all the promises you made return with the scar
My life's in a jeopardy I cant solve
My questions unanswered do the return swipe
Confusion hence creates a fog in my mind
I think that its enough this time....