Words...

I went on walking on the empty road
My mind full of questions, full of unrequited love
Feel like drowning in the deep sea of trust
But somehow I stopped, stopping is a must...

He held my hand and conquered the rest
Yet his unspoken thoughts boggled me the most
I forgot to see the irony in all that
Hence began slowly my easy downfall...

Alas! if I would have waited some more
If only I wasnt freaked with the glamour
Maybe my heart would still be here
With you really close, really very near...

A child learns lessons, an adult pays for mistakes
But what about the child-woman that I was
I learnt all the lessons that were to be learnt
I paid for all my mistakes, my fingers burnt...

These days when I turn and look back
I can only see the tears that went unshed
Was it his silence or was it people's words
That all my dreams are shattered, my soul dead...

Words make a person believe in love
Words have the power to heal all the wounds
So tell me my beloved, tell me my dear
Words maketh a person, can your words be my elixir....

A plead...

Today I've seen you
gazing at the soft, distant clouds
The faraway vision
engulfed in the approaching rains
The light blue sky
encroached by velvety darkness..

Your mind was there
wandering in the distant plains
Please pause a while,
the soft rays from your forlorn
eyes to the light the
darkness of my solitary heart
I would freeze the moments
deep in my inner self
And back to the noisy crowd
enriched I'll depart.....

I surrender....

I surrendered my soul to you
But I wish I could know you more
Confusion creates a fog in my mind
I think that its enough this time

You were my life, my joy & my soul
You rendered me love when I hoped to find no more
But is just love enough for life??
What about loyalty, respect & care..
People say being in love includes it all
My love though was just too far from it all

You said you will always be there
You said there wont be any dearth of care
Respecting my privacy you left me alone
At a time when I needed you the most
I wondered where was the love I surrendered
I just kept on thinking about promises that werent rendered

So where is the love that I always hoped to find
Where are the promises you always promised to fulfil
Is my surrender totally in vain?
Are my feelings gradually fading away with pain
Confusion creates a fog in my mind
I think that its enough this time

I hope with hope for things to turn out fine
I ask for a miracle to blossom in my life
Miracles I know dont exist in these times
There's nothing to actually set our lives in chime
And thus my surrender goes in vain
And thus my feelings fade away in pain

But still your love calls out from far
And all the promises you made return with the scar
My life's in a jeopardy I cant solve
My questions unanswered do the return swipe
Confusion hence creates a fog in my mind
I think that its enough this time....